I've been feeling a little depressed lately. Sometimes I wish I could just go back in time to when it was simpler. Back when my grandparents were still alive. Back when the opposite sex still had cooties. Back when your bestfriend would NEVER stab you in the back. Back when pinky promises were kept. Back when the biggest thing you worried about was when you'd see your friends or parents again. I'm 17 and I want to go back 10 years. Just to see my grandparents again. I love them and I miss them so much everyday. I haven't told my parents this since I was 7 and my nanny first passed away. I'm depressed because I miss them. I don't want to tell my parents because I don't want to live a fake life on pills. Even though there's so much pain and hurt I'd rather know that they're my true feelings then have drug induced happiness. I just wish I could have had a little more time with them. I wish I could go back in time just to tell them that I love them one more time and to hear them say it back