A hug from you makes everything better...happy Courtney :)

Well, Momma came home from the hospital Friday night. They still don't know what was wrong and she has to go back for some check ups soon. It's sad that something this traumatic has to happen to learn who your true friends are but it did and I did learn who those people really are. Moving on from the past and losing one shitty ass "friend"...if she could've even been called that to begin with...

Daddy just texted Caitlin...they're keeping her overnight...not sure how to take that but all that seems to register is the bad /:

I can't sleep...Momma's in the hospital...and has been for 3 hours. About 4 hours ago she had my sister call our oldest sister and then turned right around and said that she was having a hard time breathing so we called 911...they showed up, did some stuff for about an hour and then took her in the ambulance to New Hanover. One of our neighbors, Mrs. Lori, came and checked to see what was wrong. Christin and Lou went in a separate car to the hospital while Caitlin had John get a hold of Daddy while he was at work. Daddy left work and went straight to the hospital. I've been stuck at home this whole time and I can't sleep. School tomorrow is going to be a pain in the ass. I'm just so worried...we still don't know what's wrong. About 2 hours ago they got her hooked up to wires and took x-rays but still no call from dad to say what's going on. I'm starting to get really worried. I know Caitlin's worried too because she never cleans and that's all she's done since Momma left. Daddy came home to change and get the truck so when and if Momma gets released he can bring her home...I really want my Momma right now...I'm just so scared...I'm like 98% positive that I'm gonna break down in some classes tomorrow and I'm definitely not putting up with ANYBODY'S bullshit...if they think that they're lives are so bad I dare them to come and talk to me after they have a scare like this where one of their parents almost stop breathing...they'd quit bitching immediately.

I can honestly say that I'm some-what happy right now! I just wanna be with, talk to and cuddle with you all the time! You're a perfect gentleman to bring home to my parents with just enough wackiness in you for you to get along with my friends. I love it! Goodness, you make me smile so much! :D

So I like this guy...a lot! He's super sweet and adorable. Every time I'm not having a good day he asks me what's wrong and listens to everything that's going wrong. His goofy little smile just melts my heart, his laugh makes me smile, his hugs make me feel safe and everything about him just seems so right. :)